Friday, October 20, 2006
[*w.EigH.tLe$$. L0a.D*] ...many of us wish to carry weightless loads most of the time if not all the time. i'm no exception. how nice would it be to be able to carry loads that have no weight at all. how nice if everything we carried was light, the stress and pressure we bear to its minimum. but this is life and reality. everything we carried bears some weight, and it's not light all the time.
Jesus said to cast all our cares on Him. so instead of hoping to bear weightless loads, why not trust Him and just give Him your load? isn't it better this way? rather then carrying some form of load, by giving Jesus your load, you are not carrying any load at all. but all these takes FAITH. you must believe that God will take care of everything. and there are some things that are beyond your control. so just do your best, pray more and have faith.
if ever there comes a times, when everything just seems to be so heavy and tiring, go back to God. He is the living water, He is the bread of life. He'll take your load and bear them for you because He loves you, even more than His own life. Jesus died for His love, YOU AND I.
i'd ask myself this question sometimes, would i die, lay my life for anyone? i'd do that, for my family, for my friends. but for people who do not know me, i'm not that sure. but Jesus dies for everyone, even for the people who did not and do not know Him. His love sees past all faults and treasures everything about you and i. no matter how much wrong we did, He'll still love us, till the end of time and even beyond that.
i haven't found the person yet. He is still somewhere in this huge planet where our time to meet has not arrived. but i'm in no hurry to meet him, cos i'm still happy with my life and all that's in it. the feeling of freedom of singlehood is a part of my life and i'm not ready to give it up yet. i have many other things to do, to accomplished. i have dreams to fulfil and a life of singlehood to live. till that day comes, i'll be happy being me. i do not understand why people are in a hurry to be attached. i do not understand why being attached is such a great thing.
guys, to me at this point in time, are just people who we're cohabiting with in this huge planet. everywhere you go, there'd sure to be one guy. but so what? aren't they humans too? there's no big deal about them. yup. anyways, my mom just read something to me from some book.
ALL OF US HAVE AN ANGEL REPRESENTING US IN HEAVEN. isn't cool? hmmm. wonder how my angel is? it would be nice to be as pure and holy as them. but we're living in a sinful world. being pure and holy is not achievable here. but we can try to be pure and holy.
anyways, this week has passed and before i know it, it'd be the start of another busy and extremely stressful year.
love,
cheryn ...
P.S.
BOO YA!!! =)posted at 10/20/2006 09:36:00 pm
